“And He has
said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in
weakness,” Most gladly, therefore, I will rather boast about my weaknesses, so
that the power of Christ may dwell in me.
Therefore, I am well content with weaknesses, with insults, with
distresses, with persecutions, with difficult ties, for Christ’s sake; for when
I am weak, then I am strong” (2 Cor. 12:9-10).
Hey Gang, Research
completed, and plan in place, it is time to move to phase two of this treatment
process - implementation! The agreed-to
plan includes a two-part program: first, through the use of chemo therapy and
radiation they will attack the tumor with the intention of shrinking it; next,
go in surgically to remove the tumor, if it is still an issue.
The options
were Grand Rapids verses Reed Center Cancer Center. The treatment program requires chemo one day
a week for five weeks and five days a week for radiation. In essence, this meant driving 140 miles round-trip
five days per week, or 26 miles five days a week for five weeks. If we could not get into Reed City, which we
had been informed might be the case, and had to drive to Grand Rapids five days
a week - there would not be much time left over for the finer things of life.
Up to this point there was not much time for
wringing of hands, and woe is ‘me -ing.’
I was now home in my Rehoboth, adjusting to a new life-style. Let me tell you, folks, that tube sticking
out of my abdomen, that we feed twelve hours a night, tends to even interrupt every
facet of your day. We are just over two weeks
into the feeding-tube gig and are learning how much of our lives are built
around three-meals-a-day format.
I have always felt one of the greatest gifts
that God gave us at creation was our ability to smell, taste, hear and
see. Today, when you bite down on that
juicy steak, take a moment and thank Father God for your ability to taste. I look forward to the day they say, ‘time to
put the feeding tube to bed’ and send me out on my own – it’s off to my
favorite ribs place for a gigantic plate of ribs - well maybe not the first day!!
So, my
friends, that is a brief overview of my past month of woes, but that is not the
real story. A month or more ago, I awoke
one day with a melody in my mind, heart and soul. I did not have a clue what the words were
until we happened, notice “WE HAPPENED”, do you think things just happen? A singing group that we have enjoyed many
hours of their ministry put the missing words to the melody.
Now turn off
all the electronics and focus your heart, soul and mind on these words: “In
the presence of Jehovah, God Almighty, Prince of Peace, Troubles Vanish, Hearts
are mended, in the presence of the King”.
This morning, as I was waking, there it was again. Do I believe God was preparing me for the
announcement, “Kermit, you have cancer!”
Yes! with all my heart!
Could He have
prevented it? I have chosen not to go there but rather have enjoyed reviewing
the many times when I really needed a miracle in my life and God did not let me
down. And if He provided miracles in
the past to meet my needs, I have utmost confidence His will will be
done in this detour in my path.
Perhaps the
greatest miracle of all has already established itself in my heart and
soul. As the bride-of-my-youth would
verify, when the rubber-hits-the-road experiences came, the anxiety level would
rise at the same measure of the crisis I was dealing with. But this has been so very different. When they said, “You have cancer.” My heart
said, “My God is greater than cancer.”
The story of the three kids in the fiery furnace came to mind when they
said, “Our God is greater than your furnace, but even if it is not His will to
protect us, we know in whom we believe and He will not forsake us.”
The miracle? I
am at total peace! I am in the palm of my Lord’s hand and His will is going
to be done in this detour through the wilderness. I am in the presence of Jehovah.
So, my
friends, are you being shaken today? God
said, as the clock winds down everything that can be shaken will be
shaken. But He also said to Paul who had
a thorn in the flesh, “My grace is sufficient to carry you through”.
If you are focused on the truth that you are
in the presence of Jehovah, who is God Almighty, who is the Prince of Peace,
who make troubles vanish, who mends hearts, you are truly in the presence of
the King!!
Blessings,
Gramps
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